I Am Sunshine

One Woman's Journey to Heal from Childhood Sexual Abuse

Fiction - Inspirational
198 Pages
Reviewed on 11/19/2015
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Author Biography

Trish Egan began writing I Am Sunshine – One Woman’s Journey to Heal from Childhood Sexual Abuse over six years ago. At the time, writing seemed to be just a hobby, but, soon she began realizing her story had a much bigger purpose than just words on paper.

Today, Trish is focusing her time on being a mom and an advocate for sexual assault and domestic abuse survivors. She recently completed an 80 hour advocacy training course giving her the tools she needs to assist victims. Trish is also looking to develop a fund that will focus on helping survivors move towards healing. One day she hopes every survivor will get the support they need to help them find a more authentic life filled with light and love.

    Book Review

Reviewed by Hilary Hawkes for Readers' Favorite

Author Trish Egan has dedicated her book I Am Sunshine to survivors of childhood abuse. Her fictionalized heroine, Idalia, was sexually abused as a child and as a consequence developed coping and survival strategies that made her life appear perfect on the outside, but which felt emotionally disconnected and empty inside. Idalia reaches a turning point when she leaves her safe but unsatisfying marriage and embarks on a long, painful and challenging emotional and spiritual journey that uncovers her true self, and her purpose. She bravely tackles counselling, spiritual retreats, group therapy, and new relationships. Her determination to understand herself, face her fear of emotions and her demons, and step out on a new life path leads her to the beginnings of happiness.

I Am Sunshine is a well-written and thought-provoking book. It doesn’t dwell on the moments of abuse, but concentrates on the victim’s (Idalia’s) adult life and the behaviours, relationship patterns and safety strategies she has unconsciously built around herself. Trish Egan writes with insight and empathy and the life of her main character is typical of many who suffered (like the author) abuse in childhood. For example, the need for control, fear of feeling and showing emotions, secrecy, avoidance of difficult situations, as well as the moment when a crisis is reached and life begins to unravel before it can be put back together in a healthier, stronger and fulfilling way. Idalia is a very real and likable character, and readers will identify with her struggles. Her inner resourcefulness and determination make her an inspiration and encouragement too as she steers herself away from the chains of her past into the new warmth and light of her own “sunshine.”

I liked the honesty in this story – as in real life, Idalia doesn’t experience a quick fix of her traumas, and has to be prepared to seek out and engage with the help that is right for her. I also loved the hopefulness and "new beginnings" feel to the ending – as well as the numerous enlightening quotes throughout the book. While dealing with a serious theme, I Am Sunshine is very readable, with a positive tone and a very special strength that will pull you into the story of Idalia’s personal and spiritual journey. For readers who have also suffered abuse. it offers encouragement and hope, and for others much insight and understanding.

Rabia Tanveer

I Am Sunshine: One Woman's Journey to Heal from Childhood Sexual Abuse by Trish Egan is a beautiful book of survival and rising from the ashes. The story follows Idalia Niloc, who is living an idyllic life in a beautiful house with a great husband. She had everything that a person can hope to achieve, including a job that paid her well. Even though she and her husband have a wonderful life together, there is something missing from her life that leaves her feeling incomplete. She may seem ungrateful to people, but she is simply unhappy.

To find out what is wrong with her, she has to rediscover herself, find the missing pieces, and put them back together to live a fulfilling life. For that, she upturns her life and embarks on a journey that takes her into the past in order to come to terms with the horrible act that happened to her when she was just a kid.

I really admire writers who have the guts to accept their hardships and write about it. It takes a lot of strength to come to terms with something like this, write a novel, and have people from all walks of life read it. The way she handled the PTSD was great, she did not make it an unbearable event (even though it is), she made her heroine rise above and fight it. She did not make her a victim. She made Idalia a phoenix. A great book about survival and coming to terms with one's past. I absolutely loved the cover. I would definitely recommend this book to my friends because this is a gem of a novel!

Gisela Dixon

I Am Sunshine: One Woman's Journey to Heal from Childhood Sexual Abuse by Trish Egan is a fictionalized autobiography and memoir about a young woman’s life as a childhood sexual abuse survivor. I Am Sunshine is written in first person and chronicles the life and journey of the author, especially focusing on how devastating and long-ranging childhood sexual abuse and molestation can be and the after-effects of trauma. PTSD or post-traumatic stress disorder is a common outcome in many of these cases. This book narrates the author’s personal journey in her asexual first marriage, her lifestyle and the choices she made, the result of underlying memories of abuse and trauma, and finally her path towards confronting her abuser and finding peace with the beginning of new love and life.

I Am Sunshine: One Woman's Journey to Heal from Childhood Sexual Abuse by Trish Egan is written in a straightforward, direct style. It also addresses some extremely important issues such as childhood sexual abuse, molestation, trauma, mental illnesses, personality disorders, and such. Another important factor in childhood abuse is that often the abuser is known to the family, usually a family friend or relative. Bringing a story like this out into the open will hopefully encourage more people to confront their pasts and their abusers. The only drawback for me is that since the memoir is fictionalized, sometimes it made me wonder what is fact and what's fiction. Even so, overall, I would recommend it.