Ancilla

Master, Teach Me

Fiction - Literary
420 Pages
Reviewed on 04/05/2025
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Author Biography

I'm an autistic, middle-aged Midwesterner with too many alphabet letters to my gender and sexual orientation to fit in anybody's QUILTBAG of identities. I'm also full of opinions, and I originally started writing Ancilla in the summer of 2013 because at that time, Fifty Shades was at the apex of its popularity and I didn't like the way it represented kink.

The project was originally going to be erotic fluff that provided a more accurate depiction of BDSM, along with characters and situations I thought would be more sympathetic. It morphed into something much, much larger.

I'm working on the sequels now, along with some other projects. To date, I have published three books: Ancilla, a collection of short stories, and a collection of poems. The going is slow because I'm doing this around a full-time day job (I'm an insurance agent) plus a spouse and four children aged 15 - 22 who do prefer to see me at least occasionally.

In my limited spare time, I cook, tend a permaculture lot with multiple gardens growing on it, and attend performances of our local symphony orchestra with my husband.

    Book Review

Reviewed by Courtnee Turner Hoyle for Readers' Favorite

Ancilla is the first book in a trilogy by Sera Maddox Drake. After a religiously constrained childhood, a young woman begins experimenting with sex and learns that she enjoys a wide range of partners and activities. With each lover, she becomes less inhibited during the act and refuses to accept the money and creature comforts associated with the deprogramming her family offers. She lists her experiences with each person and what she learned from them before describing a significant and powerful relationship with a male librarian. On her twenty-first birthday, she submits to the man and begins her education on practices of domination. Magick, edging, and sharp object play follow, and she readily assumes the role of an ancilla, learning as an apprentice, a student, and a sexual submissive to a well-read and experienced dominant. Her Magister teaches her the power of the elements, and she's surprised by her aptitude.

Sera Maddox Drake leads readers through each tantalizing scene while revealing a character with a unique realness. With its raw emotion and penetrating dive into the protagonist's mind, readers may think, "Surely, this must be a memoir and not a work of fiction." Readers who are new to this genre will amass a great deal of knowledge as they absorb the main character's diary-type entries. This isn't my first read of this type of work, but I discovered many new things about the history of BDSM. The young woman's living conditions are extreme, resulting in very hard choices between a small number of expenses, and limiting comforts many people take for granted. The protagonist is led through lessons that provide opportunities for self-discovery, and I have never felt a fully involved love story radiating off every page with any other book of this nature. Readers who are ready to absorb the world of BDSM and are not prone to triggers will truly enjoy Ancilla.

Pikasho Deka

Ancilla by Sera Maddox Drake follows a young woman's journey of self-discovery and sexual awakening. An unnamed narrator tells her story, beginning with her upbringing in a deeply conservative Christian family in the Midwest. When the narrator has a relationship with a girl in college, her parents pressure her to seek conversion therapy, leading her to leave home and drop out of college. As a part-time telemarketer, she meets an older librarian who turns her humdrum life upside down. Soon, she begins a consensual BDSM relationship with the man whom she calls the Magister. As she learns the ways of magickal eroticism, channeling different elements to satisfy her own and her lover's desires, she falls head over heels in love with the Magister. However, she needs someone to submit to her. Will she find that person?

Kinky and thought-provoking in equal measure, Ancilla is part erotic drama and part coming-of-age tale beautifully woven together to craft an absorbing narrative. If sizzling romances are your jam, this is the book for you. Additionally, readers of literary fiction who love stimulating stories with philosophical and emotional themes at play will also find plenty to love about this novel. Sera Maddox Drake's storytelling style is refreshingly unique and authentic. As a reader, it may take you a few pages to get into the narrative, but once you do, you will find yourself deeply invested in these characters and their fates. The master/slave dynamic between the narrator and the Magister felt genuine and believable. That's because the author adds so much emotional depth to the characters to go along with the intoxicating lovemaking scenes. I very much enjoyed the book and recommend it to adult romance readers.

K.C. Finn

Ancilla is a work of fiction in the literary, dark romance, and emotional writing genres. The work is best suited to mature adult readers owing to the presence of graphic sexual situations throughout, as well as discussion of the BDSM kink scene and references to trauma, discrimination, and other potentially upsetting topics. Penned by author Sera Maddox Drake, the novel is a bold and darkly romantic coming-of-age story about an introverted public reference librarian and a college dropout, both neurodivergent, who meet in a bookstore. Disowned for refusing conversion therapy, she’s starting over, while he has awaited her his whole life. Their magical and erotic journey unfolds in a mystical academic setting, making for a truly unique bisexual romance.

Author Sera Maddox Drake takes a bold step into steamy storytelling with a captivating dive into a world where dark magic and even darker romance intertwine. I really enjoyed the portrayal of the connection between two neurodivergent characters, each carrying deep emotional scars and unique strengths. This was achieved with close attention to detail in the narrative and some wonderfully original dialogue that characterized them right from the start. The shy librarian and the disowned college dropout create a compelling dynamic. Their relationship blossoms into a blend of love and magical exploration through witty dialogue and well-described intimate scenes where their connection intensifies all the more. The academic setting, imbued with mysticism, offers an enchanting backdrop that is well-penned with atmospheric descriptions that match and enhance the emotional mood of each scene. The story’s honest, raw exploration of themes like identity, acceptance, and resilience, especially through the lens of bisexuality and neurodivergence, will certainly resonate with diverse readers everywhere. Overall, Ancilla is a refreshingly unique narrative that celebrates love, magic, and the courage to start anew, and it’s a read I’d certainly recommend.