A Mad Box of Rain

One Man’s Journey Towards Self-enlightenment

Non-Fiction - Memoir
256 Pages
Reviewed on 04/24/2025
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Reviewed by Keith Mbuya for Readers' Favorite

The most confusing, agonizing, and terrifying place one can be is where one is not allowed to “be themselves.” It does not matter their age or any other societal categorization parameter. It is very frustrating when the place one calls home is the last place one can freely be oneself or be “understood.” Who do you turn to when no one “understands you” at home? In A Mad Box of Rain: One Man’s Journey Towards Self-enlightenment, Brian J. Quattlebaum recounts his experiences in the 1990s, from his early teenage exploits all through his twenties becoming a hippie and “finding himself,” and how his parents, although out of love, but guided by fear and misunderstanding, made a choice for him that changed his life forever, enrolling him at a Christian-based rehab facility which they later shockingly discovered was a mental and physical prison. It all starts with a night out drunk and being checked into a short-term rehab center. Grab a copy to find out more.

Brian J. Quattlebaum’s A Mad Box of Rain is a must-read for those going through an identity crisis phase, dealing with depression, fighting an addiction, or looking for a self-help book. Quattlebaum gives a glimpse of his remarkable life with lively and uncensored depictions addressing themes ranging from childhood sexual, physical, emotional, mental, institutional, and substance abuse to relationships, family, brainwashing, pop culture, and so much more. The emotions had me feeling like I was on a wild emotional roller coaster ride. Some of the details of both physical and emotional abuse were heart-wrenching and brought me close to tears. I could only imagine how terrifying and traumatizing it was for a teenage kid going through the Second Chance Ministries program. Nowhere to run to, and there seemed to be no end to the madness and cycle of torture. I genuinely felt happy for Quattlebaum when, after reconnecting with his true self, he becomes a hippie and experiences love, freedom, and life in abundance. This is an incredible and authentic tale of resilience, perseverance, and hope for a man on a journey to self-enlightenment.

K.C. Finn

A Mad Box of Rain by Brian J. Quattlebaum is a deeply personal memoir that chronicles the author's tumultuous childhood and teenage years, marked by experiences of abuse: sexual, physical, emotional, and institutional, as well as struggles with substance abuse. Written with a sharp and Southern style of wry dark humor, Quattlebaum uses his unique voice to navigate and cope with these painful experiences. His story is not just a recounting of past trauma but a journey toward self-enlightenment, aiming to offer hope and resilience to readers facing similar challenges.

Author Brian J. Quattlebaum's candid, unflinching portrayal of his painful past is a courageous work that is not as difficult or harrowing a read as the summary might suggest, offering a powerful voice to those who have experienced similar traumas and inspiration to overcome the darkness of one’s past. I was especially impressed with the author’s use of dark humor to navigate difficult topics, which shows incredible resilience and an empowering perspective shift that makes the heavy subject matter more accessible to readers, whether they have experienced anything similar in their lives or not. Quattlebaum’s storytelling style is raw and authentic, allowing readers to connect deeply with his journey and giving a well-rounded insight into all the different emotional stages associated with trauma and healing. The memoir's underlying message of hope and self-enlightenment serves as a beacon of light for those struggling with their own hardships, and there’s plenty of guidance on checking in with yourself to ensure you’re always moving forward on your own path. Overall, A Mad Box of Rain is a must-read for anyone seeking empowering true-life reading on overcoming trauma.

Jessica Barbosa

Brian J. Quattlebaum's A Mad Box of Rain is a story of abuse, the consequences of terrible decisions, and the nearly impossible odds of recovery. Brian's memoir chronicles his life experiences, which include trauma, the use of drugs, and religion. He was haunted by his terrible past of sexual abuse, which he refused to discuss even as he went to therapy for treatment. At the time, the world did not appear to be a safe place to be vulnerable, which drove him to suffer even more over time. He was then taken to facilities for alcohol and drug abuse, where he spent several years being "fixed". However, rehabilitation at the time was still undeveloped in comparison to what we have now, resulting in more agony and suffering for those in need. Read A Mad Box of Rain and be inspired by Brian's perseverance in the face of adversity.

Brian J. Quattlebaum's A Mad Box of Rain is a well-written memoir with a moderate pace. Brian's emotions were so effectively conveyed that I could feel his terror as he struggled to survive each day in those harsh conditions. I was extremely saddened by how the people around him handled his difficulties and what he was going through. Things could have turned out differently if they had attempted to understand and be patient with him first, despite his actions. Brian recounts his mistakes and terrible choices in detail, as well as what he learned and how this helped him become the person he is now. This effectively illustrates a personal victory over a seemingly hopeless situation. After reaching the end, I realized that we do not remain hopeless indefinitely. It may take some time depending on how we approach the problem, but we must always remind ourselves that there is an exit in a long dark tunnel; we simply must learn to never stop fighting for ourselves. Overall, this memoir is indeed a worthwhile read. Excellent work!